I don’t have a twitter but I do have an instagram! (@tayjobe)
The amount of trust I lost for people in such a small amount of time is disappointing. I hate throwing pity parties for myself but sometimes I don’t understand why so many destructive events have to happen all at once. I get that in order for me to become a stronger person I must go through these things but why one after another? Why can’t they just be spread out and evenly distributed so I can grasp for breath once in a while? The worst part is I want to trust certain people but every day is a challenge for me to give myself to them, I have to remind myself everyday that I can trust them. I feel like I shouldn’t have to do that. I shouldn’t have to worry more than I already do, it’s emotionally draining. The only thing I’m 100% sure of at the moment is my faith in Christ and my immediate family. I really hope one day I won’t have to doubt, be so afraid, and worry so much. I’m praying that the day comes soon.